Tuesday, January 18, 2005
dont even know what i did wrong to deserve this. all i did is just to sms u to want to talk to u just now thats all. y must u reply in such a harsh way? u know it hurt me n yet u still did it. do u really dislike me so much now? is that a hint to not sms u anymore when u ask me not to reply as u will be busy, since u will be busy everyday anyway. if u can ask me not to reply n say that u will be busy when u haven't even start work yet or maybe haven't reach home yet, i suppose that is a straight forward hint that u do not want me to sms u anymore. if that is the case, cant u just tell me straight instead? y say that u will be busy so ask me not to reply? just say it n i will not sms u anymore if u really dont want me to. n u r rite, i dont have to explain my actions to u anymore. so i dont have to explain to u y i did what i did. n i suppose i dont have to keep my promise anymore also. didnt manage to do what i wanted to do last month on the 21st. this coming fri will be the 21st again. guess i can give it a try again, after going out with u, if i do get to do so. that is if my prayers are not answered tonight. if they are, then good. it will prove that your god is indeed a real god n that i suppose will strengthen your faith in him even more. hope that all will come to an end soon. if it does, u will get to read this blog n know everything very soon. take care sweetheart.. good night. May u have the sweetest dreams of all n that everything will be totally over n come to an end soon so that u can really have sweetdreams every night afterwhich.. Happy "Anniversary", my dear little princess..
I Love You, forever and ever..
Once little prince...