Saturday, January 29, 2005
got to meet her to pass the scouts notes to her this afternoon. she raised her voice at me and was sort of quite angry when she called me, knowing that i took a cab to meet her. well i dont blame her. she isnt in a good mood afterall. and she was a bit angry with her member. although i have a lecture at 330pm, i cant possibly let her stay there alone by herself. glad that i did as she felt better after which, i thought. it probably isnt because of me staying that she felt better but at least i stayed with her so that she wont feel so lonely. well, i wasnt late for my lecture afterall. guess today is my lucky day. but dozed off in the cab ob the way to lecture though. must be because i only slept 2 hours yest. hope that i can get a good 'sleep' tonight. maybe by not sleeping yest, i can get a good rest tonight, a rest without nightmares, waking up in the middle of the night tearing. if this method works, i guess that is what i will do then.