Wednesday, January 19, 2005
knew that my prayers wont come true. if it will, it would have come true last week. if it wont come true, y then am i dreaming of the same dream so often on so many nights? what are those dreams supposed to mean? most of the time, my dreams do come true so will this come true? if it will then y is it that what i wished for cant come true? or is it because now is not the time but at a later time? if so when? how long more to that day?
Also, u just said u want to read this blog now this morning. dont know y u want to read it suddenly but since u want to, i just let u read it. what i wrote in here are all true n sincere words n there's nothing for me to hide. as usual, woke up feeling sick n weak again. think u msut be sick of hearing this also. i am too but yet i cant end it all. losing weight day by day, feeling weaker and weaker and more and more tired day by day. when will this last till? i seriously dont know. maybe soon? maybe later? who knows.. let fate decide everything.. one doesnt know what will happen next or tomorrow. to all the people out there, 1 advice for all of u. cherish the people u love n give them all the love, care n concern u can give, be faithful to them n dont ever cheat on them, especially the guys out there. be faithful to your partner n relationship. u never know when u r going to leave them or when they will leave u. when that happens, its too late to feel sad or regret. nothing can change anything at that time. that's my advice to all u people out there......... take care.........