Monday, January 24, 2005
what a nice thing to know, to actually hear from the person you love that she dont feel like talking to you and unless you become rational again, not to talk to her. we cant even sustain a conversation now, just keeping silence whenever we talked on the phone. haha.. never thought we will come to this point that we dont even have anything to talk about or that she dont feel like talking to me. even when she said it so clearly already i still want to talk to her, making myself so thickskin and getting criticised by her like as if i worse than dirt. she's right about this. i'm no longer what i am and she certainly has the right to feel not wanting to talk to me and that she dont like the person she is talking to. i'm sorry sharon.. know you will say no need to apologise but i still have to say it.. dui bu qi...