Sunday, February 20, 2005
got to see her again today.. had a very nice time in junction 8 with her, eating the egg crepes and yakitori.. had such an immense feeling in my heart today when i was on the train with her.. there she was, standing right in front of me, like how she would use to in the past. wanted so much to hold her but i cant.. fighting a war with myself and my feelings.. chorus of the lyrics of the song "Dying inside to hold you" describes how i felt.. this is how it goes:
"(And) i was dying inside to hold you
I couldn't believe what i felt for you
dying inside i was dying inside
but i couldn't bring myself to touch you"
haiz.. hope she had a nice time today at junction 8 today as i did very much.. but as usual, so many things i wanted to tell her and talk to her about but time seems so very little.. so many things to tell her but yet not enough time to talk to her.. think i gonna end here.. eyelids so super heavy now.. struggling to stay awake to finish this entry.. mus write an entry at least once everyday.. so in case tomorrow never come, i will have left some last words just the day before... alright then.. shall end here... fever really coming up already.. goodnight my dear... sweetdreams.. hope u enjoyed the food today..