Thursday, February 10, 2005
haiz... finally back in my room again after 3 days.. back in the room of memories, back into a place so cold, so lonely, so quiet and so scary. 3 days of chinese new year holidays are finally over. didnt really enjoy myself during these 3 days.. was not in the mood to celebrate and not very excited in the first place.. maybe i may regret not enjoying myself fully to the max next time since cny is afterall one of my most favourite festival and this year, i didnt really enjoy myself. reasons are mainly because i'm still sad n miss her a lot, and 2nd reason is because of my toothache and ulcers, so this cny is quite a not up to standard and enjoyable one..
back in here in my hall, i really miss her so much and started thinking of all the times in the past again.. just cant help it.. maybe i should quickly go to bed and sleep.. hopefully, i can dont feel so sad but think that is very difficult since i will dream of her also in my sleep.. ok then.. shall stop here tonight.. goodnight sweetie.. i love you.. sweetdreams.. =)