Wednesday, February 16, 2005
haiz... was tearing again just now.. wanted to talk to her but didnt get to talk to her much today again.. and she's being cold to me again today.. did i do anything wrong again? haiz..... why are you being cold to me again? or am i too sensitive? cant be that i'm too sensitive.. i know it and i can feel it..
wanted to talk to her today but has no chance to.. miss her so much, especially so everytime i'm not feeling well or am sick.. been feeling quite bad for some time already but didnt tell her except yest's headache which i cant take it anymore.. thought that my head is going to explode or something. maybe my blood pressure is getting higher? or is it already high? dont care also.. will i be able to still see her 'surprise' for me or eat her cookies? maybe i am not fated to taste her cookies anymore or see the surprise she spent so much time on last year. what if i really did get into an accident or something happen to me? what if.........................................
been waiting and want to talk to her but dont dare to send her one as she is studying. when she send, she prob is going to bed soon.. haiz.. but at least its better than nothing.. a gd nite sms is better than none.. =)