Sunday, February 20, 2005
haiz.. sad sad feelings today again.. she didnt sms me when she wake up and also didnt call me when she reach home.. and now, i wont get to contact her anymore sa she doing her work now.. on the sunday 44 weeks ago, i was such a happy person with so much hopes and dreams.. the future looks so beautiful at that time when she called me 'dear'.. but now, i'm a sad and lonely person with no dreams, no smiles and no life..
when will you come back to me again my dear? will you even come back to me? when will the day come when i can hear you call me dear or sweetheart again or will i even hear it again in the first place? know you wont answer these questions.. but i really miss you so much so much now.. will you ever visit me again or study together again? miss these little things we did together in the past together a lot also.. in fact, miss so many things and all the things we did together in the past.. guess things are different now so i probably wont get to do these things anymore.. miss you n love you my dear.. goodnight.. sweetdreams...