Wednesday, February 16, 2005
i'm such a failure and loser.. cant even help her to make the cd correctly.. such a simple task and yet i cant do it right. only disapppoint her every time. haiz.. couldnt really sleep yesterday also.. kept thinking of so many things, of what happened yest and was tearing for quite some time.. haiz.. miss her so much.. today is exactly 2 months already.. this 2 months seem like 2 years to me, passing by so slowly.. its such a terrible nightmare which i wish never happened..
hmmm.... today is your audition for your temasek idol already.. i have confidence you can do it.. you're such a talented girl.. Jia you, my baby... supporting you all the way... =)