Monday, February 07, 2005
just finished talking to her on the phone. the conversation lasted exactly 4min.. just 4min!!! cant imagine that things will end up this way that there is nothing to talk about between us. didnt we used to talk a lot and talk about anything under the sun before we even were together? but now there is nothing left to talk about. is she still angry with me? why and what is she angry about? why why why!!!??? somebody please tell me. what have i done wrong again? why am i always wrong in everything i do? cant i do 1 thing right in my life? why am i born into this world to be so stupid, to do everything wrong, to be joked on by other people so often? why am i such a failure in life? why cant all this end? why cant my life end? why? why make me live such a failure life? somebody spare me........................................