Wednesday, February 09, 2005
today is first day of chinese new year. supposed to be very very happy but i wasnt that happy. was a bit less moody than the other days but feeling a bit more cheerful only. cant really explain my feelings.. it would have been such a great chinese new year if i can wish her happy new year in a different "way". had a sense and feeling of loss and regret yesterday. wanted to say happy new year sweetheart yesterday but i couldnt. saw many many couples who are so sweet and loving to each other in marina square golden village and at the river hongbao. seeing them reminded me of the times we had in the past and which we wont have again.. know you will be reading this entry but i still want to say it in here, since i cant say it out to you in person or in sms. think i have freesom to write what i want and feel like writing ba. "Happy Chinese New Year, my Sweetheart, my dear."
had a very bad toothache also.. growing wisdom tooth... ahhhh.. so pain.. camt eat anything.. this sux... ok then... happy new year to all... Gong Xi Fa Cai... =)