Sunday, March 27, 2005
blog blog blog.. feel so sad and depressed now.. even worse than this morning. the feeling just sucks.. i thought i can but i cant. i just cant.. so difficult and painful to try to control my tears and emotions now. practically no more tears left anymore. why is it like that? what have i done wrong to suffer like that, to be ignored, lied to and taken for granted like that? i'm going crazy.. feel like giving up now but i may end up regretting. or will i be able to? the anguish, the pressure, the sense of hopelessness, the lonliness and the feelings... i cant take it anymore.... why cant somebody just end my suffering and misery. why must i be put through this day after day? how am i going to make it to the day itself? why why why? aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh....