Saturday, March 05, 2005
finally got to see her today. although not for a long time, its already good enough. missed her so much and wished so badly to see her again. wondered if she had ever missed me after last dec. haiz.. so close yet so far from her. wanted to give her a big hug because i missed her so badly but i cant. this feeling is so very terrible. was trying to conceal it the whole time just now by trying to put a smile on my face. but i was indeed happy to be able to see her, just that i felt so sad that i'm just beside her and yet i cant do anything.. going to get to see her again tomorrow, before i wont get to again till next week. this type of life is just so miserable.. =(