Thursday, March 24, 2005
heh blogie, it's finally the end of a long torturing day. finally can find some peace and solitude again, writing to you. very very bad day today, especially in the afternoon. saw something which i didnt want to see. and to see it twice. but at least i managed to control it till i'm back in my room. a room so full of memories. a room which i will have to move out soon. at that time, another part of me will be gone. bit by bit, piece by piece, more of me will be gone, till everything is gone with the wind. well, everything is going to be different soon. and for now, the worse of the day is over. though weekends dont hold much anticipation for me anymore, it's still the weekend nonetheless. no school, nothing to bother about. just stay in my own world, my little corner of this huge unfair world. how i look forward to this peaceful thought. the serene and peaceful quiet with nobody other than me, waiting slowly and patiently for the nice big day...................