Wednesday, March 16, 2005
today is exactly 3 months already.. haiz.. why is it that she still refuse to answer my questions? after reading the letter, there are no comments from her and what difference does it make between reading it there or at home? its also just like reading this blog since there are no comments.
really hate myself for being so indecisive.. hardly get a chance to take neoprints with her anymore and when i did, i cant make up my mind and end up having one less picture for memory. aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... how i hate myself.. how i wish to kill myself.. why am i like this? why am i so indecisive? why? die you stupid lousy wimp.. die and rot forever!!!!!!!