Sunday, April 24, 2005
have not seen her for almost 2 weeks already. ever since the day i first got to see her and know her, never have i not seen her for such a long time. last time didnt see her for 3 or 4 days i'm already dying and now, i am already dead. now just living for the sake of living that's all, living for the day i hope i can see her again. wonder when will that be or will that day even come in the first place. guessing and guessing, wondering and wondering, for as long as the mind and body can last.