Wednesday, April 13, 2005
hi blog. 5 more days. just 5 more days. its getting so near. at this moment, i do not know how or what to writ. having so much feelings inside me but i just cant say them out or describe them anymore. 1 thing i know for sure is that i miss her so much but yet i cant tell her. want to tell her how badly i miss her and need her but i cant tell her but to hide it inside me. its such a terrible feeling to hide all your emotions, thoughts and feelings inside you. felt like i'm going to explode soon. may it all end soon.