Monday, April 18, 2005
how am i supposed to move on when i think of her, miss her and think of the times when we were together everytime? how am i supposed to forget everything? how do i suppress my feelings when they are real? have her feelings been real? still love me? if she still loves me how can she bear to do this? if her feelings are real and true how is it that she can just leave it all behind? and now, to end up as strangers, unable to contact one another. this is so damn painful. so so painful. everything just hurts so much and its so unbearble. the pain of forcing myself not to contact her or send her any sms, the thought of not being able to see her again, after knowing each other for 1 year 4 months. how do i move on and endure all this??!! somebody tell me.. please. how do i forget all the past? how to get rid of my feelings for her? i cant do it. somebody tell me how did she do it. why why why...