Sunday, April 03, 2005
passed by so many places we used to go to together in the past in yesterday's night cycling. was thinking of her and the times we spent together in those places so much that i didnt even know where i was going anymore. even ran straight into a chain barricade near the esplanade bridge onto incoming traffic. was in a world of my own that i only woke up after i ran into the chain, to the shock of everybody who saw me go straight into it without slowing or signs of stopping. haha. must be such an interesting sight. all the memories just flooded back yesterday night. lau pat sat, newton circles, taka, all the couples there, holding hands as they walked. just miss her so very much and terribly. at this very moment in time, wanted to tell her that i miss her and call her to talk to her but know that she prob will be very busy and has no time to talk. how i wish i can see her now, face to face. can only look at her photos now but i want to see her real face. have to wait till tues and that is so long away. how many more times do i still have to see her? bao bei, i miss you so much so much.. where are you my dear? why are you so far away from me?