Saturday, May 07, 2005
had a high fever today. din get to sms her today and she didnt sms me also. its like she is not worried or concerned about me anymore. she used to be worried when i didnt sms her the whole day but today i was sick and didnt sms her the whole day and she didnt seem worried or concerned at all. maybe i really dont occupy any place in her heart anymore. will she even know if it happens? haiz. well, guess that is it then. totally the end. why must the ending be in this way? what have i done to get such an ending? i have no choice but to accept it but i just cant. this feeling is so terrible. i'm in so much pain. pain pain pain. every single day.