Tuesday, May 03, 2005
what can i say? does anybody even see this thing? does she still see this? cant even describe the feeling i am having now. is it pain? is it hurt? i dont know anymore. my heart is dead, ny soul is dead, my feelings are dead. i'm now a walking dead person with no soul and tons of questions. why did it turn out this way? what have i done that she must do this? i miss her so much. when will i see her again? or will i even see her again? is this how friends are supposed to be? if this is how she wants it to be, i cant do anything also. the pain has already become permanent. this wont make much of a difference to anything either.