Wednesday, June 01, 2005
the past 4 days have been so torturting and tormenting. waking up each morning, only being unable to call her or sms her. the sense of lonliness and pain is so overwhelming. liked to contact her so very much but yet i cant. this feeling is so unbearable. all my fault that things turned out this way now. only wish now is that she can forgive me and give me another chance. i promise that i wont do it again. if only she will give me another chance and start all over again. i already am trying to change. trying to create the miracle she had always hoped for. if only she will give me another chance, talk to her, meet her, go out with her and be friends like how we used to be.. reaaly hope that she will forgive me again. i'm begging for her forgiveness now.... i'm really very very sorry. 对不起.. 我知错了. 原谅我吧, 好吗?