Friday, July 08, 2005
still no replies from her. miss her even more after seeing her yesterday. really wonder if i will ever get to see her again. really hope to be able to have a talk with her face to face, to clear up everything. is it that she did not receive my emails or is it that she still will not forgive me and is ignoring me? want to contact her but yet i cant do so. what should i do? what can i do? to continue to wait in this pain forever, hoping that 1 day, she will stop ignoring me? or to take it as that we are from now on, strangers? life? what is life? i wish i know the answer. how i wish so..