Sunday, July 17, 2005
wondered how she is feeling now. saw her blog and saw tat she had a fever on fri. hope her fever is gone and is feeling better now. wanted to call her or drop her an sms but yet i cant do so. should i break my promise and do so? very worried about her.... tomorrow is the 18th again. spent this day last year at the airport with her. was our 3rd anniversary then. went to sakae at the airport for lunch after which we went to coffeebean, or is it starbucks, to study. spilled my ice blended chocolate drink but managed to get a replacement free. was a memorable day then but tomorrow probably going to spend the day alone and sadly. school is gonna reopen soon and the i probably going to feel lonely and miss and think of her even more when i dont have scouts to sedate me anymore. may i be able to pull through this..