Sunday, October 02, 2005
this is so painful. so very painful. got to know something not long ago. why must you do this to me? do you really hate me so much? just hoped to be friends with you thats all. why must you treat me like this? this is so unfair. what have i done to deserve this from you? what meaning is there for me anymore, to be treated this way by the person i loved so much, someone who once said loved me, someone who once said care about me, someone who once said i was the most important and cant lose me. will you be bothered what happened to me now? why do this to me? why? you dont believe that i will do it again isnt it? you really want me to be out of your life so much? there is only one way for that. you know it dont you? why are you so cruel to me? why.......