Sunday, December 25, 2005
its christmas eve and just came back from countdown party at orchard. was alone there the entire time. saw so many couples there, having fun, partying and celebrating christmas together. still remembered how i was there with you and your sister last year, playing the snow foam. had so much fun last year but this year, i had celebrate it alone. probably cant even use the word celebrate. tomorrow is christmas and you did not invite me to your church celebration service this time. was wishing that you would but you didnt ultimately. guess this year's christmas will really be a lonely one. i'm sure it will be a great one for you. have fun and enjoy yourself. merry christmas.