Tuesday, December 13, 2005
waiting and waiting, just like exactly 1 year ago, how i was waiting eagerly for you to return to singapore from your holiday. only difference now is that, no matter how eagerly i wait, how long i wait, you may probably not return. another day has just passed. got thru the day with much difficulty, as usual. everywhere, everything i do reminds me of you. staying in hall, all alone, made me think of you. going out, seeing those places, seeing other couples shopping together, eating together, watching movies together remind me of you. even using the moisturizer, smelling its smell made me think of you too. you may think that i am too obsessed already but it really is this way. knowing where you are, but yet not knowing what you are doing and unable to talk to you or anything just made it worse. and now that its the holidays, this feeling is worsened. really wished to be able to talk to you again. cant we be friends again? why must you insist on doing this? i have already said i'm sorry and wont do this again? cant you give me another chance? i really want to talk to you and be friends like the beginning of this year again. you must have had a long and tiring day. hope you sleep well tonite and sweetdreams. goodnight..