Sunday, January 08, 2006
celebrated my birthday today and it was a very nice one. wished that you could be present but you are not. last year you were there but this year you are not anymore. know that i wont be receiving any happy birthday wish from you this year, much less a gift or cake. it would have been such a perfect celebration today, the best in fact if you were present today but a pity you were not. they even got a cake for me, a cookies and cream ice cream cake from swensons. the exact cake i got for you 2 years ago. though happy, i was feeling so sad in my heart when i saw the cake and was cutting the cake. thought of you during the period and the time that i celebrated your birthday with you. was feeling happy and sad at the same time today during the whole lunch. happy because of the things they did. sad because you were not present. dont know what to say now also. mind block. guess i shall just end here. goodnight and may you have a good rest tonight.