Sunday, January 01, 2006
its the 1st day of 2006 today. spent the day alone today. how about you? how did you spend the day? how did you spend new year eve yesterday? think you must have celebrated it with your church and cell group members. still remembered how we all celebrated it together last year with aloysius yanjie etc, how they smoked out halfway after the dinner at marina bay, leaving us and zhihao at esplanade, how we walked to collyer quay and took photos of marina square and pan pacific hotel etc in the background, how we walked to boat quay, eventually making our way to raffles place mrt to take the train to eunos, where you took a cab back. still remembered how i was wondering about eunos, thinking what i should do next after you left, whether to go back to hall or to go back to esplanade to continue with the crowd there. eventually took a cab back to hall as there are no more train services back to city hall anymore. still have the new year sms that you sent me last year on 1 jan while i was watching kungfu hustle at lido at 1pm. went to esplanade and boat quay too yesterday. thought of you and how we were there last year as i was there yesterday. try as i did, i couldnt help it but be reminded of last year and that sadness just overcome me again. guess that will be the 1st and the last new year countdown that i celebrate with you, just like last year's christmas countdown at orchard with you and your sister. well at least the memory of last year will last forever. alright then. Happy new year. may 2006 be a better year for you, one which you do not have to go through anymore emotional hardship or torture. all the best in your studies. know you can do it. have confidence and faith in you. goodnight and sweetdreams. remember to cover your blanket well. its a cold night tonight. nitez..