Thursday, January 18, 2007
just changed the song. this song depicts my situation now. i need a hiding place. i need to hide in Him now. been rather troubled lately. just this morning, during the break in lecture, i was looking at the offshore islands. looking at the sea, there was this sudden urge in me to want to leave this place, to go to some island, where there is no stress, no problems, and only the nice blue sea and mother nature. not that i am having a lot of problems again, but just that i guess the stress is getting to me again. firstly is due to my design project meetings. they have always been clashing with my lecture timings. i cant miss my lectures nor the meetings. but lectures still hold top priority and hence i missed the meetings and i am feeling rather bad. there are some minor problems here and there but still mangeable. sigh. i dont know. maybe i should relax a bit. rather tensed up these couple of days. feeling rather empty inside of me. as i was coming back to hall on the bus just now, i was listening to this exact song, and i feel so warm, a feeling of wanting to let it all out, cry out, a feeling of my troubles leaving me during that few minutes. i need Your hiding place Lord. let me hide in You, such that i can forget all my problems. help me overcome this difficult period Lord. help me.
"O LORD, God of my salvation, I have cried out day and night before You. Let my prayer come before You; Incline Your ear to my cry." - Psalms 88:1-2