Thursday, February 15, 2007
having insomnia recently. sigh.. have not slept for the past 2 days and have not been sleeping well for the past 2 weeks. felt so tired but just simply couldnt go to sleep the past 2 days. i dont know what is wrong with me either. just felt so restless when i lie on my bed. so restless, so energetic even though a moment ago i can be feeling tired. closed my eyes but they just cant remain closed. less than a minute later, i will open my eyes and toss around in bed. the feeling is so very horrible. then i will be feeling so tired during the day but so energetic once i lie down. what is wrong with my body? sigh. could it be due to the problems? too many worries. too many problems. too many things to think about. and now, having come back from the 5-hour meeting with tt and yj, i feel so tired but the moment i lie down, i feel wide awake. i know it sounds unbelievable but its true. my brain is prob too tired. cant think properly. couldnt even express what i am thinking or feeling just now. arg. feel so tired of so many things all of a sudden. alright then. goodnight people. i had better think of what i should do to kill the night. =(