Monday, February 26, 2007
woke up with a very sian feeling today. in fact, did not sleep well yest. kept waking up halfway, everytime with the "sad" feeling. cant really explain this feeling. had it everytime something great and wonderful has ended. the something great and wonderful yest is prob the chingay. 2 days of practice and work and its over. some sort of pity feeling, one that is missing the event. it had really been a very memorable 2 days, going through the rehearsals, going to orchard, and especially yesterday, doing the actual thing. made many new friends, got to know many leaders from other units, got to know the commissioners better. in fact, we were taking pictures yesterday in the restricted area, right in the middle of orchard road, under the eyes of hunderds of members of the public. but we didnt care and continued to "parade" ourselves with more photo taking. it was indeed a wonderful and memorable day yesterday. 1 which i will never forget. and because of this, the feeling that everything is over and all the fun, chats and get togethers are over and its back to study time again got to me. it didnt even wait till this morning but came in the middle of the night.
other than this feeling which i seriously dont like, the rest of the day has been rather uneventful too. finished my tourism development project today. finally got it over and done with. that leaves me with 2 more projects and 4 more tutorials. though i managed to complete only 3 tutorials the past few days, its considered quite a lot as each tutorial is very long and very very tedious. got to chiong the rest of the tutorials this week and try to finish them by this week.
yeap. so that was the day. in the evening, went to marina south to have steamboat with some of the motar and pioneer specs and to "lau yu sheng". had a lift there from kanglun. thanks a lot.. talked and ate, before proceeding to yip's house to lau yu sheng. played blackjack after that and was initially losing but made a comeback later when talking to "xiao mei". haha. she really is my lucky star. went off at 11pm and now, i am back here in this quiet and lonely room which made me feel very trapped and stressed. haiz. think i better try to get some sleep. have a long day tomorrow. with test somemore. sian.. alright people. goodnight..