Tuesday, April 24, 2007
finished 2 papers today. the disgusting sounding "mechanics of thin-walled structures" in the morning and the ever shocking "compressible & unsteady flow" in the evening. both papers are difficult, esp the compressible & unsteady flow. as i had it as my msn nick, i was shocked by the normal and oblique shocks, hammered by the water hammer effect and surged by the pressure surges. sigh. to think that i studied and put in so much effort into this module. and in the end, to be so greatly demoralized. really hate exams. nobody likes them anyway, but i really suck at them. i liked studying. but yet, its the exams that always made me so disappointed, so demoralized that made me think if i should cont to study. as a matter of fact, i wanted to cont with my masters degree after graduating. but the exams and results are making me think twice if i should and even whether i can take masters. feel so sad. i love aerodynamics, fluid mechanics and associated stuff with aeronautical related things. but somehow, i cant score in these favourite topics and interest of mine in the exams. sigh.. well. i did my best and i shall leave God to do the rest. the papers are already over. no point feeling sad over it anymore. nothing can be changed. praying for a miracle now that i can get just a B grade for these modules.
"....... Do not sorrow, for the joy of the LORD is your strength." - Nehemiah 8:10