Thursday, May 24, 2007
how timely. heard the song that was sung in "Bridge to Terabithia" today. this is how it goes: "You’ve got to keep your mind wide open, all the possibilities. You’ve got to live with your eyes open, believe in what you see." can i believe in what i see? can i keep my mind open, to all possibilities? trouble had overcame me and fear and overcame me again. "those who mind dont matter and those who matter dont mind". this phrase kept me believing for a period of time. but to what extend can i apply this phrase now? i dont know. feeling very troubled now. when will my troubles end? who can be my listening ear? jignesh is leaving this sat night. going to be another year before he is back again. sigh.. worries worries and more worries. so much worries that hair on my head and chin is turning white. *big big sigh* is there anything i can believe in truly without any worries? maybe, maybe not. oh well..