Friday, May 11, 2007
so pissed with my wireless network at home. maybe its my laptop. just couldnt connect to the stupid thing. irritating. had to connect by using the network cable with it trailing across the room. was also highly demoralised today too. the more i talk, the more hope i lose. been trying to remain hopeful and be positive but the talks have proved otherwise. been trying very hard to follow pastor's message but that proves to be so difficult at this moment. little little things known as the days pass are making me feel more and more demoralised. dont deny that i am thinking of the best and quite often, been "dreaming" of the best scenario of this whole situation. been running to many places the past few days, doing my "research and homework". hopefully, i dont screw up. having no confidence. and what's worse, i just had a heated conversation. saw a verse at plaza sing just now. the verse is shown below. indeed, many things, many people are against me. pray that God will give me the strength against those who are against me.
"If God is for us, who can be against us?" - Romans 8:31