Saturday, May 12, 2007
sigh. i'm feeling sad now. was given the cold treatment. i dont know. sometimes things seem to be alright, sometimes it doesnt seem so. right now, it doesnt seem so. dont know what to expect or what to hope for now. what should i do? seeing the messages made me feel discouraged. during the day, i am hoping for the best, but yet at night, i begin to lose hope. this feeling really sucks. why is it like that? no. i must still think positively and hope for the best. yes i must. only time will tell the outcome.. oh God. pls help me to continue to stay hopeful.