Sunday, May 13, 2007
felt even more demoralised today. dont know how i should go about saying it. you're still giving me the half-warm half-cold treatment. the tone of your words and the words themselves made me feel really sad and that there is no hope. however, i am still thinking of the scene of everything fit and work nicely and to get the material together. how wonderful that will be. sometimes i feel there is hope, sometimes feel that there is none. which will it be? sigh? wish the situation will be back like as it was before the past couple of weeks. knew something like this may happen. has it really happened? sigh. sad. very sad..