Saturday, August 04, 2007
i am feeling very very very high now. not high due to alcohol but high and excited. high and proud. high and emo. Eusoff is the cause of all these. why? just ended our orientation week tonight, with a closing ceremony and a performance by the Eusoff band. the atmosphere and level of ecstasy is just simply overwhelming. been a very wonderful orientation week with my og Udeiya. the closing ceremony is just so wonderfully done. to me, its also very touching and heartwarming. ever since Eusoff accepted me in about 1 year plus ago, i had pledged my loyalty to Eusoff and tonight, i felt so proud of Eusoff, so proud of our band, so proud of our EHOC. the way all of us jumped and clapped and cheered and sang with the band, the level of enthusiasm of everybody present, the feeling is just beyond description. wanted so much to tell everybody how great Eusoff is. had a sense of belonging, a feeling this is where i truly belong, what i really ought to do, be and devote myself, instead of being at that place which is now causing me quite a bit of unhappiness, the place where i am dealing with people, or kids, who are not at the same level of maturity, who wont understand things that people of our "generation" like. for instance this whole entire orientation week. they will prob not understand and think its lame etc. maybe i should start hanging out more with people of my standing, instead of sacrificing so much time and ultimately to be betrayed. maybe i should spend less time in that now unhappy place. alright. enough of that unhappy place of betrayers. coming tue is the nussu flag day. next sat will be the rag day. looking forward to it. saw the preview just now. the rag and the dance. boy. the dance is so full of energy, so full of life, so full of power. again, this is something "they" wont understand or appreciate even if i had told them how great our dancers and dance are. looking at their dance club and dances, ha, i wanted to laugh myself to death. seeing how excited they are in their concerts, screaming their lungs out, i just gave myself that "ha" grin, laughing at their ignorance. wait till they see what real dances are. they think that their dance club is so wonderful but they are just frogs living in a well. cant blame them also, can i. they are but little kids. hahahahaha. anyway, yah.. our dance is really cool. whoever seeing it will definitely move their bodies to the beat and the moves. i can vouch for that. proud of Eusoff but sadly, this will be my last year here. sigh. well, all good things must come to an end. what's more important is that i had enjoyed myself. i can proudly say "i love Eusoff". go Udeiya, go Eusoff!!!