Saturday, March 05, 2005
got to eat breakfast with her this morning at the haig road hawker center, just like how we used to do so last year. walking along that road from the market at haid road to school brought back so much memories. memories of how i will wake up early in the morning to come to haig road and walk her to school. missed those times so much..
felt so useless that i cant do anything to help her get the post she wanted. and when she cried, i cant do anything to comfort her also, except to just tell her not to cry anymore. when she cried last time, i will hug her close to me and comfort her but now i wont be able to do so anymore. today will be the last time i'm going to see her till next week. wanted to go swim or go to the gym tomorrow and wanted to ask her along but she's too busy.. was so disappointed although i anticipated it. feel so lonely and sad now. how i wish i can see her now, be beside her and talk to her. cant do all this and all i can do is to think of her and miss her..
