Thursday, August 09, 2007
had nussu flag day yest. was very very tiring but fun. flagged from 7am to 10pm. yeap. thats a whole 15 hours. but of course, with a couple of hours of rest in between. i'm not a freak of nature like lawyer said i am. remember that lawyer.. i also need a rest. and i am also not cruel nor a slave driver. u had your rest at the designated time, as promised. was fun flagging with lawyer, though i had to endure the things she said. gosh. a lawyer indeed. could never win her in an debate nor argument. on-job-training before she was even "qualified". anyway, that's beside the point. point is it feels great to be flagging for eusoff, to be committed to eusoff, to make eusoff my 1st priority now. had been making that place the 1st priority over hall, over nus, over the place where i should have been for the past 3 years. i am not going to make the same mistake this time. sacrificed so much and all i get is this crap, even having to ans to that ******* now regarding the things i do. you have no right to question me, and i dont have to answer to you. argg... felt so much like scolding out vulgarities in here. cant be bothered much with what they do with that place anymore. really really very tired. rather spend my energy for the place where i should be spending on, to the people/person whom i should care for, than getting myself pissed with the people in that place. all i will do there now is what i should be doing. nothing more, nothing less. eusoff is where i pledge my loyalty n commitment to, where i will devote my time and energy now. no more that place. n come to think of it, that place is where my very bad pains originated from. 3 yrs ago and now again with another one. alright. shall not talk bout that place anymore. had my awakening and very clear with what i should be doing now, where and whom i should devote my time to now. Eusoff, to the fore!!!
